My Days Into Obscurity

I'm on the floor
Counting one more
No one to break the
Silence staring at night all alone
Seeking solace in solitude beneath starlit skies

How does it feel to
Be a nobody in dis world,like a complete unknown
To be on ur own,with no direction home
When ur walls come tumbling down
All ur connections lost in tym
Fickle words crowding ur head

When u question the very existence of ur life
Does anybody know what we're looking for

Every time I look in the mirror
All dose lines on my face getting cleared
Past gone,goes by,like dusk to dawn

Can u remember my name as I
flow thru your life,Distant faces shine

Running before tym took my dreams away
To a lyf consumed by slow decay

Is this the real life
Is this just fantasy
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality

Outside the dawn is breaking
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free

Maybe I forgot all the things I've missed
Somehow there's more to life than this

Inside my heart is breaking,but my smile still stays on....